That was me too. But I'm so proud of myself that I kept it together for most of it.  I did the best I could.   Stopped and looked back and let him go. 

Tired today. Need a good night sleep. Alexson last day tommorow :(  so upsetting.   So much urge to contact now that it's over 2 weeks.  But hang in there!!! Don't do it. You will be back to day 1 and regret it.  Just relax! 

pamper yourself once in a while and feel better.  Mmm maybe I'll sun bake in the bathroom with a face mask on.  That wud be nice.   It's freezing cold! 

Makes me miss him more on weathers like this.  Cuddling in bed and falling asleep :( or on the couch. Sigh. His body warmth was all I needed to feel safe.  

Wonder if his anger has died down at all. :( better not find out.  his probably

So pissed. 

Short post tonight.  Went to coles and super tired now.  goodnight! Let's hope for a better day and a good weekend! It's always more of a struggle on weekends :(