Here is another.
Saturday, July 5, 2014 | 4:11 AM | 0 comment(s)
Cry all you want. Let the pain out and heal. Be a better person. He wouldn't have left you if you were a good person, you love this guy and your hurt that he doesn't want you back. Your not alone though. Look at loveshack. People break up, cheat and pass away. The pain is unbelievable.
He gave you the closure. His blocked you and deleted you from his life. And his never going to contact you again. But be greatful. Greatful that his still alive, still breathing and happy. Loving someone means to wish them happiness. For once in your life please. Don't be selfish. Show him you love him. Leave him to be happy no matter how much it kills you inside. Be glad you were lucky enough to be with him once and be that girl he loved.
Trust me that this hurts more than anything, and the thought of him being gone is unreal. But once you overcome this, you will be the strongest you've ever been. He handles things differently from you. His strong. He doesn't crumble. Please, please,please don't push it anymore. Accept it. People go through alot more pain. Sometimes their is never a chance of ever seeing their loved ones again. You haven't lost that. One day you might see him again.
What an emotional roller coaster, constant dreams of him talking to you again. Sometimes anger. Why did he leave when he told me he loved me. Why so cruel and saying such harsh things that scar.
Always remember, love is forgiveness. You would never give up on your kids no matter how horrible they are. You tell them what they did wrong. He may have given up on you but don't give up on yourself. No ones perfect. You have flaws that he cannot stand. Use this as a lesson and fix those. He has flaws he probably knows. But if you are set on loving this guy, you will forgive his flaws and try to adjust and work on it. Be patient. People don't just change, he may continue to be hurtful. But always remember he doesn't always mean the things he says. Learn to let go of it.
Feeling much better after letting it out. Not sure how to use this but as long as you can come back and read this in the future.
Today I am greatful for my hot hands that Charmie gave you. It was freezing cold and you were so lucky to have that!
Let's keep this up. Every day after every negative you will have two positives! Things that you are greatful for. An attempt to change your mind set to be more positive. To overcome the depression and those down times so it does not affect others you love and close to.
I'm thankful for having not one but two jobs. Some people out there have none. :) have a good night PC. Don't dream too much. Stay strong and think positive.