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This is the best post ever! It's true love. Believe :)  I would put up with his lashing out, cause I love him.. Even though it hurts me but I wouldn't leave his side for real.  With hard work and communication it can be fixed. Don't use this as hope thought.. 

Sleepy already >.< it's only 8:30 your really sleeping your life away. It's either read or sleep now. Anything for some pain to go away. You get really anxious with lack of sleep. So good sleep is essential! You are strong! But when it comes to love, your mush. :( 

Went to get elders scroll sky rim  off my friend. Will I enjoy it? Who knows! So unco when it comes to shooting games. But anything to keep ur mind off. Pluuuuuusssss new TV :D still in the box,,,:( bugger.  

Ok ok time for what I am thankful for today. Today I am thankful for books!!! Yes books! Never thought I would get back into this. Ahh being able to completely go into a new world. Enjoy it so much ! Already half way through another one. And just bought it today. :( my oh my oh my. 

Noticing improvements already. Your not so focused on him anymore. Of course still upset. But life is much brighter :) soooo soooo proud! 

Now just to keep my eyes open for another hour or so :( 

Your so much more rational now. Maybe your growing up. Bday in a few months!