Not giving yourself an excuse. But yes you had a reason to react.  But you didn't do so bad.  You let him walk off even though it was the hardest thing to see him walk away from you. Didn't like the cardigan is was wearing tho. Looked totally off. 

2 weeks and 2 days. Your going good.  when u stop counting it may be good.  But keep ur chin up.  More hope elft in this life! Considering going to newzealand. It's a good thing. But let time do it's deciding.   Ok really gotta go sleep now!