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When life gives you peanuts.
Tuesday, August 12, 2014 | 2:00 AM | 0 comment(s)

You just need to cry it out sometimes.  Let the pain just take over and wash away. 
Should I have faith?
Sunday, August 10, 2014 | 5:28 AM | 0 comment(s)

Should I have faith? Should I still believe in him. It's hurting so much. The unknown.  The unknown future.  I can't see. I don't know.  reading about how this girls mother has cancer that isn't curable is heart breaking.  At the very least everyone I love are in good health.  

tommorow is the day I find out if I get into the westin.  I'm so scared. Nervous.  Stay calm. You can only try your best.  I'm so grateful everyone I love is in good health. And I pray it stays.  I miss him. I wonder every day. Every minute. If he ever thinks the same. 
Making a move
Saturday, August 9, 2014 | 2:53 AM | 0 comment(s)

How to make it right. 
Us
Saturday, August 2, 2014 | 4:21 AM | 0 comment(s)


Best time. Night time.
Thursday, July 31, 2014 | 4:04 AM | 0 comment(s)

I'm so grateful! 

This is my life.  This is what I love. 
Here we go... Long ride ahead
| 3:58 AM | 0 comment(s)

Yep... This will take much longer :( hang in there.  Bought diddy kong and Rayman today omgggg diddy kong has such old memories! 

I'm grateful for old memories.  Without them there's nothing.   focus you! Focus on your interview.  You can do this! 


So torn
Wednesday, July 30, 2014 | 3:33 AM | 0 comment(s)

I'm so torn.  Suffering so much today. He never replied. Won't reply to me.  Doesn't love me anymore? Still angry? Who knows. I don't know anything. 

But I got an interview for the westin.  I wish he would talk to me so I can share the news. 

I'm trying.  For him.